Last week was filled with breakthroughs and realizations, enlightenment, and release of guilt. Breakthroughs and realizations included things like understanding the true value of meditation and letting my mind rest enough to be able to really see myself from the outside in. Enlightenment and release of guilt through understanding different types of vibrations and how they work with each other or against, in relation to one another and how they can deflect the out comes that you want.
Last week I also wrote the third letter to my past self. I have written and gave my 12 year old self one, I wrote a letter to my 16 year old self, and a letter to my 23 year old self giving myself permission to let go of thoughts and fears that I had been harboring, holding on to and allowing to manifest itself in my choice to “find” and prove myself right in regards to the things I want most, but thought I could not get. ( I hope that this makes sense)
Having done this and taking time to reframe and redirect my thought patterns to see my successes and my wins, I began to understand how I literally was sabotaging myself in my quest to justify in my rational mind all the things that I allowed my ego to seek out. By telling my ego mind to take a back seat and be quiet, I have been able to find and manifest what I actually want. One of those being peace of mind in my ability to be a value, not so much by others, but by myself. I have been able to lighten my load so to speak, because I have come to understand my own value. That what I have to share and teach is of value because I am passionate about it and I love what I do, not because I am like one of my teachers but because I am me.
The second half of last week, I have literally manifested, ideal clients, who have said things to me like….” You are the answer to my prayers” …. ” this is EXACTLY what I have been looking for… ” WOW, this is perfect” and more. This brought tears to my eyes, and I am not one to let the water works flow easily, but it truly struck a cord. I was finally allowing myself to just share my passion and not get caught up in the, “what if…I’m not good enough, not like my teachers, no one wants what I have to offer, etc.”
I read something this morning that I want to share with you and that hit home and made solid my resolution to continue on this path of enlightenment.
” Your highest function is simply to be the person you are capable of being, and form that effort – the development of your kindness and positivity, your vulnerability and your availability to life – your calling will emerge.” Marianne Williamson. – The Law of Divine Compensation.
I hope that you all have a wonderful week. Namaste- Jules.